At least it's now all over. No more fretting and worrying.
Sometimes, it really gives people the scare and shivers
never were we freed from the clutches of mood swings, unhappiness and disagreements during preparation
not that these do not exist on normal days, it's just that on those days, feelings does not appear as oblivious
everything appears to have been amplified and escalated
resolution saw its way through before the concert
disagreements resolved, unhappiness eased
it's as if things were homeostatically-controlled
wrapped up the concert with happiness and satisfaction
and the ease of a burden that many had carried for months

ETUDE 32 . 22 July

Chorale and Shaker Dance
Thames Journey
Fantasy Variations
Internal Combustion
Please Give Me Wings
Machu Pichu
Instant Concert
Japanese Graffiti IV

have enjoyed and learnt alot over the past 7 years
gone through sessions of "monkey-ing" and serious practices
it really does make a difference during my schooling years

however, when it comes to a time for making a decision
as to whether to put a temporary stop to my band life,
it's still blank within me
interest and passion on one hand,
ability to manage time and commit on the other
really have no idea... too bad, there's no prophecy to foretell